So, I've had a lot of mental crap going on in my mind. I've been hospitalized, and going to  an outpatient therapy facility. I've been diagnosed with Boarderline Personalized  Disorder. You can look it up and read what it means. To me, what it means to me is a lifetime of hospitals and therapy. A good good book to read if called I love you, Don't leave me.

I'm pretty upset with the diagnose. I plan on talking with my therapists tomorrow. I'll write and let the my friends know what is said tomorrow.

Until my next entry!